I was just rewatching that special stage that SJ-H did with SHINee, and it hit me that I really miss Suju. I’ve just been kind of really caught up in the SHINee love, and there also hasn’t been very much Suju stuff going on. Just SJ-M off in China, and SJ-H doing their thing. And this kind of comes on the heels of my finding out that SJ-M is supposed to release a new album in early 2009. This means several things.
1. Suju’s reunification would be delayed, because obviously SJ-M will need time to make their album and promote it. I was hoping their 3rd album would come out in early 2009, but that obviously wouldn’t happen now.
2. Suju’s 3rd album would come out mid 2009, which would probably mean no Korean Music Festival (</3), because they would be busy either making their album or promoting it.
3. Suju’s 3rd album would come out late 2009, which would mean even more time spent split up, and, if any Suju people came to the Korean Music Festival, it’d be a subgroup (which would be better than nothing, really), because SJ-M, because would probably be doing album stuff at that time. I don’t know if they would send SJ-H, though, because it’s pretty much SJ-T. -_-
But this mostly means that my Kyuhyun won’t come to LA to see me next year! :’( But, you know, SJ-M coming would be kinda fun, because I definitely wanna see Henry in action! But SJ-M is not SJ, and I REALLY MISS SEEING ALL OF THEM TOGETHER! I’ve kind of got a one-track mind about the Korean Music Festival, because it’s my best chance to see Suju in concert, so I want them ALL!
All this talk of SJ-M’s second album really makes me kind of resent them. Not them the members, though I do wonder if this would make Only13 people dislike Zhou Mi and Henry even more. I haven’t been on Soompi in a long time, so I really don’t know. Though I think blaming them is not fair at all, because it is certainly not their decision to do a 2nd album for SJ-M. And I highly doubt they had much of a choice to join SJ-M in the first place. And even if they did have a say in the matter, I really doubt they did it because they were thinking “Ooh, I really want to help split up Suju, so I think I’ll join SJ-M!” Um.. no. They just wanted to be successful and have their dreams come true too, just like all the SJ members.
But I’m starting to resent the whole concept of SJ-M. LSM’s business plan to conquer China is admittedly brilliant, but… SJ-M has caused SJ to be split up all the time. Almost half of the group is in some foreign country all the time! I know China’s a huge market, and they make good money over there, but… how long does this have to go on for? I thought it would be over after one album. It might be a long period of promoting this one album (…just see how long they’ve promoted U) but seriously, TWO ALBUMS? SJ-M has been in existence for only a few months! Somewhere around 5? I’ll round up and say that they will have been together for a few months less than a year when their 2nd album drops. Seriously!? It took SJ how many years to release 2 albums? And SJ-M is going to have 2 in less than a year. Granted, their first album was like half Suju songs, but still.
I feel like, to LSM, SJ-M is infinitely more important than SJ. Maybe SJ is even a burden to him. He’s gotta find useless crap for the rest of the members to do (ie. SJ-H) while SJ-M is doing their thing. If the rest of SJ is expendable, then I’m really worried.
I know LSM is making bank with SJ-M. I know he’s pretty damn greedy. So saying something like “Doesn’t he care about the fans? Doesn’t he care about SJ members?” would mean nothing, because we already know he doesn’t care about the fans, and, even though he may care about his mentees, I’m sure money trumps all. And this makes me really sad.
Being a Kpop fan is kind of depressing. It’s kind of hard to hate the record company but love the group. What have the performers themselves done but work really really hard? Even if the things their record company does are depressing or distasteful or heartless, even if they work their performers to the bone, what can you do? If you don’t support the performer, all their hard work has gone to waste. If you support the performer, you’re pretty much condoning the actions of their record company. :/
I’m depressed now. I think too much.