On one hand, there are really no words to describe the awesomeness. On the other hand, there are WAY WAY WAY too many words! I just can’t stop talking about it and thinking about it and freaking out.
Okay, so KMF was AWESOME. I can’t compare to last year, because I wasn’t there, but I’m a big big big SS501 fan, so I really enjoyed this year’s show. All the idol groups were saved for last, which, though it led to a somewhat boring first 3 hours of the concert, made for a really, really exhilerating last hour. I really do prefer that, though, because I think it was really awesome to have all the idol groups in one big clump. It’s just… don’t wanna kill the momentum. I really tried to enjoy myself during the first 3 hours. My favorites of the beginning were definitely Kim Chang Wan Band and Lee Juk. Taeyeon sang with Lee Juk, and it was VERY ADORABLE! All of the artists were really good, but they aren’t really my style. I did enjoy them all, except I think I was just really impatient for my idol groups. Lena Park’s duet with Jessica was really cute. And I was glad to hear some English! 
I was afraid it’d be really awkward because I didn’t understand anything, but it wasn’t.
I would elaborate on all the earlier artists, because I really did enjoy most of them, but I really just want to get to my idol groups 
Son Ho Young was GREAT. He was an adorable MC. His YEEEEEEAH was hilarious. Son Ho Young with Kim Tae Woo was great. It was so good, I really thought it could have been a good concert closer. I was just like… how can anyone top that? (But SS501 did…) Kim Tae Woo is amazing. Really really really. They were so great. But yeah… I didn’t go crazy and totally lose my mind until SHINee.
They saved SHINee, SNSD, and SS501 for last, and it was amazing. When SHINee came out, I totally lost it. I was really very annoying for the last 3 artists, I think. If I weren’t me, I think I’d be pretty pissed at me. I just screamed my head off. But SHINee! ONLY TWO SONGS! OMG………… I was so disappointed. I was freaking the heck out and then suddenly it was over! OMG OMG but Replay is the best song ever. I’m glad they sang Replay and AMIGO, because I really don’t like Love Like Oxygen that much. But if it meant one more song, I would have been down for that. OH SHINee! I really felt like I didn’t get enough of them… that was like a teaser. It left me hungry for more! It was only like 5 minutes, but wasn’t it the best 5 minutes ever? SHINee really reinforced the fact that they are JUST AMAZING. So young and so talented. One day, when they’re old enough to be hot, they will unstoppable.
Then SNSD. Oh they were so adorable. No Yoona, of course, not surprising. But they were so adorable! But their mics were pretty fail. I couldn’t hear my poor adorable Sooyoung! Oh she’s sooooo cute. But that shirt….. EH. But they were adorable! Gee was amazing! I only wish that song would never end. They only sang 3 songs: Girls’ Generation, Gee, and Himnae. I just wish they had sung Kissing You, because I love that song. But nonetheless, and really good performance by the girls. I also screamed my head off and jumped up and down a lot during their performance. But not quite as much as during SHINee’s.
So my love affair with SS501 began a little bit differently than for any other idol group I love. I didn’t fall in love with them because one of the members caught my eye (2PM) or they had one amazing single that I just am totally totally obsessed with (SHINee). A Song Calling for You was the song that got me interested, but when I listened to their album, I discovered that I REALLY REALLY loved it. I love more songs (…all of them) on that album than I do on any other idol group’s album, except maybe Suju’s newest. Their music was really what got me into them, and I think that’s the kind of obsession that lasts. A cute boy can only hold my attention for so long. A song like Replay I’ll always love, but it’s not the same as having a really strong album.
So the best was saved for last. DEFINITELY. OMG SS501…………………….. AMAZING. SO HOT. They are hot in pictures, but in real life they are just OMG SO MUCH HOTTER.. LIKE A BAJILLION TIMES HOTTER!!! And so good! SO GOOD! GREAT SINGING AND DANCING AND SUCH HOTNESS! Everyone loved them. After last night, I love them even more. Really. OMG THEY WERE SO HOT! REALLY! I screamed so much… it was pretty ridiculous. It was pretty bad. I just couldn’t control myself… fangirlish tendencies to the max. I screamed so much more than for SHINee, even though I love SHINee, and they were my original reason for going to KMF. Everyone went so freakin’ crazy over Hyun Joong. It was just SO SO SO AMAZING to have all 5 of them back together. Even though Kyu is my favorite, it’s not the same without all of them. And even though I’m not the biggest Hyun Joong fan (not that I don’t like him, I’m just not as crazy about him as a lot of girls are… and I’m not the kind of SS501 fan who loves them just because of him), HE IS REALLY REALLY GORGEOUS. I’ve never thought that before. I know he’s pretty, but HE IS UNBELIEVABLY GORGEOUS. They are all gorgeous. OMG I love them. So they sang 5 songs (It nearly made up for SHINee singing only 2 songs): UR Man, Because I’m Stupid (WITH ALL 5 OF THEM OMG… when Jungmin and Hyun Joong came out everyone went SO CRAZY), Bye Bye (I was so surprised and happy with this), A Song Calling for You (♥♥♥), and Deja Vu. SO AMAZING, SO AMAZING, SO AMAZING. Please come back. I just want to relive it. Hyun Joong, DON’T EVER LEAVE SS501.
I’d post about Suju’s leaked song, but I’ll do that later… this post is a bit too long and spazzy already.
WATCH IT 
I really hope he is alright, and I really hope it wasn’t a suicide attempt. It’s so sad how overworked and pressured these idols are.